Tuesday, February 26, 2008

possible abandonment



i feel uneasy and unstable. I want grounding a sense of what i'll be doing 4 months from now. I suppose thats also an exciting thing to think. I'm angry with a friend, i'm angry with all the friends that have ever pulled away from me in the past and the ones that do it still. I have never understood why i put faith in new friends when i've been burned so badly in the past. In a way i wish i'd stop. I would really really like it though if everyone i know would stop lying to me and just tell me the truth. I hate, HATE it when people contradict themselves. There for i will bury myself in a good book and forget about my existence for now.

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